The way I feel sometimes!

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Harper's Best!

I love Charlie Harper images! Here are some of my favorite:




Rainbows- take it in





This one and others just as beautiful found at:

Anger- (Inside the head of a narcissist)

What to say? Where to begin? It's my fault.

I don't see it coming. But once here, it possesses me and does not espouse reconciliation. Only tension, frustration, confusion and hopelessness. My relationships are no different. The inner turmoil is all-possessing and my sensibilities are skewed thus more. Where does the time go in such a state? I am left in a pit darker than before. Deeper and more lonely it saturates my soul:

Is it I who am responsible for the torture?
Stretch out your hand and make yourself visible- Oh my folly!
That I may be separate from you and no longer a narcissist!
How would my storm be calmed that I may have brevity?


Am I the only one?

Sure I love my husband! Sure I am collected and keep these thoughts aloof that I may not be consumed by them. Sure I am not very noticeable at the park or taking a walk. But compromise is no relief. I am alone.

Onward another day. To battle- my kids.